Jayda Week 7: Decisions, Decisions, Decisions...
Over the past few weeks, I have started to contemplate whether or not I would go back to camp this year. This is an especially difficult decision for me, as I did not go to camp last year, and now it feels more like an obligation than something to look forward to. While the bonds I have formed over the past years at camp are some of the strongest I have ever had, I do not enjoy the camp itself. The activities were all relatively boring and repetitive, and after about a month of the summer, I would find myself counting the days until I would get to go back home. There is also a factor in the people, as most of my closest friends are under the impression that I will be returning for the last summer at camp, but the truth is- I have no clue what I want to do over this upcoming summer, and I have to decide soon, as the deadlines for signing up are coming up.
Over the upcoming summer, my best friend from my years at camp has decided to go to Israel for a five-week program. She has encouraged me to go with her, and I am leaning toward that. However, I do not know if it would be worth it to give up my last year at camp for a trip that I could take during any other year of high school. While I may not enjoy the camp experience, the people I have become close with all live in the north, and after this year, there would be a high chance that I lose my connection with them. Additionally, if I were to go on the program to Israel, I would be able to have my 16th birthday in Israel, which I would very thoroughly enjoy.
I still have yet to decide what to do, but I think that I should make the choice that would make the most meaningful summer for me.
Do you ever have to make difficult decisions?
This summer will be my last summer at a camp I've been going to for 10 years. The bonds and memories I've made with what I consider my family there are unforgettable. As I approach my last year I wouldn't exchange this experience for anything or even consider to not return. I think camp is such a special place, one that I would consider my home. Truthfully, Its not about the activities that make camp amazing, but rather the memories you make with people that have become your family.
ReplyDeleteDifficult or not, I struggle tremendously with making decisions. Like seriously, I might be the most indecisive person I know, which probably stems from my tendency to overthink everything.Ironically though, I am going to give you my own personal advice on how to solve your problem. Just don't overthink. I know this sounds ridiculous, especially since I just explained that I very much overthink, but it is always important to put yourself first. Whichever scenario feels the most enjoyable and right to you, go with that. If you overthink it too much, you'll regret either decision in the end.
ReplyDeleteI was in your situation last summer, as I knew that the upcoming summer would be my last year attending a traditional summer camp. Over the past couple of years, I sort of camp hopped. Meaning, I simply went from camp to camp with absolutely zero consistency. For instance, three years ago I attended a traditional sleepaway camp for the first time and loved it. However, it unfortunately shut down permanently due to Covid. Contrary to that camp, last year I decided to attend a dance camp at a college campus. When camp deadlines were approaching last fall, I was stuck on the decision of attending a traditional sleepaway camp for the last time, or go with a more independent, college-like camp. This decision was very difficult, but I ultimately ended up going with attending a traditional sleepaway camp and I have no regrets.
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